Bee-ing Succinct

What goes around…

The fiance had to go out of town for work…for two months.  He’s almost 10 hours aways…been gone a little less than that and I’ve come to learn that all those things he did around the house…I miss.  Just knowing that he won’t be coming home tomorrow or the day after that or the day after that, makes me sad.  It makes me realize that I’ve come to depend on him more than what I thought.

I feel safe when he is around and I tend not to worry about things. Now I’m constantly making sure the door is locked and turning the alarm on every time I walk in the house.  I just spent the last few hours getting his MacBook together so that we can iChat.  (Which I must say is an amazing thing because he’s the only other person I know who has a Mac.  So yes, I might miss him but a lil bit of that might be the excitcment of actually being able to do those “cool” Mac things with someone else.)  The computer came not too long after he left, so I will have to send it to him.  He’s going to love it.

Two months is a really long time, but he’s gaining the experience and getting his foot in the door which is a big deal.  Where he is en route to right now is the refinery that had the explosion this week.  I just want him to be safe because I love him so very much.  In two months…all the wedding plans will just about be made.  In two months, I’m going to be extremely horny, might I add.  In two months, I will be so very glad to see him.

He said it would go by fast, so why is the time going by so slow right now?